Alhamdulillah, i feel like i really belong to a family now.i know what it sounds like but after the trip to USS on 18th December with my family,i feel so much closer to them.it's a feeling which no one can rape me of.i love it so much.

2010 also saw me getting much closer to three of my gerls. they have been my pillar of strength and been there to guide me when i need them.thank you.

and salihin,thank you for everything.i still love you.and i cant believe that we got this far and we are still very much in love with US.Insya'Allah, we will last till the end of time.amin.

2010 was my Alevels year.and it was damn hard to get through.i remember always succumbing to depression and losing faith in myself but my family and friends helped me through.

thank you salihin for always pulling me back when i wanted to kill myself.and always reminding me that Allah will be angry at me if i do.

2010 opened my eyes to who i can trust and count on.no doubt,many people have hurt me but those who didn't,even if you do,after what has happened in 2010,i will not want to lose you.you have proved yourself worthy of being in my life.thank you.♥

it doesnt matter how i celebrate the end of 2010 or the beginning of 2011.

what matters to me is that i realise my mistakes and try to amend them.

insya'Allah,we can all be a much better person.

i love all those in my life.

i promise i will try to appreciate all those in my life more and be more appreciative of what i have in this life.

may Allah bless us till the end of time.Amin.

and with 2011,comes the 'end' of this blog.i will be writing all my thoughts in a diary rather than blogging it.

thank you,dear blog.i will always need you to look back on my life.

thank you for being there.so that i can reflect on my life.

i am a babitch.; 8:22 PM